...trying to decipher the truth when all the clues and information are missing and the only thing left is a fleeting memory of how I think things should be...

Thursday, March 10, 2016

Go!

Go. Go now. Go before it's too late and you lose your nerve. There's no tomorrow. Only the here and the now. Don't build regrets of what never was. Just be. Be sincere. Be real. Be flawed and hopeless. Be vulnerable and be ugly. Be so needy that you scare all the little boys far, far away. That's okay. They can't handle you anyways. You, always on your best behavior, a life of dress rehearsals, is like planting a rose bush in a dark room. Give life your all. Remove all of the... boundaries. Self imposed prisons are the worst type of hell. Just try. Try more than possibly you should. You may surprise yourself. You may discover you were capable the whole time and only your doubt kept you failing. Just live. In these inconsistent amount of breaths from where you first begin to the day that you end. Be a person worthy of respect. It takes half a second to notice a person and to acknowledge their humanness. Show your love. Don't withhold your affection. Be a blessing whenever you can. You can never go back and recreate a moment when you lose it. Create memories. Refuse to collect regrets.